went to see doctor yesterday.
temperature was 38.9 degrees. (i suspect thermometer spoil)
i was given mc and grounded frm going out on weekends haha
will be staying over at wilfred's house for the next 3 days till sunday.
if u guys wanna contact me for anything pls get me through my hp and DUN CALL MY HSE.
i've been sick since tuesday haha doctor scold me y never go see doc earlier... i think i'm becoming morning person already. like wilfred. HAHA both the ultimate night owls become morning ppl is damn strange. now both of us are up at about 8 plus in the morning... hahaha

i was doing my log bk to show mr lin tml.... shit man... tml got japanese test. haven't even study. go there is to flunk my ppr.... bwahaha...

am abit drowsy now cos of the medicine i took. power sia.... normally i hardly feel tired when i take medication that say it will cause drowsiness... now is like...
my brain stuck or something haha

yesterday Mr. Nambi (my boss) treated us (the interns) curry puff and drinks haha we went out to the coffeeshops. talked about alot of stuff and also about my boss contracting polio when he was only 1 yrs old which resulted in him having one leg paralysed.

havent been blogging for the past few days. kinda busy spending time with wilfred.

today, i'm sick.
fever, flu, drowsiness, sore throat, headache....
everything also kana already.
took half a day off from the boss.
later go work c how. if worsen when i wake up or i dun feel fit to go work i'll most prob juz not go.

after takin half a day off (tuesday) when i actually was already sick since monday but i went out with wilfred and 3 of his bunk mates. wasn't so serious until later at night when the flu got worse. slept with my dad and the stupid air con was killing me. end up only slept 2 hrs... (4:30am till 6:30am) so after going to work the next day (wednesday) i felt kinda sucky. at work place all the sickness started and i was damn sick and drowsy so i left at about closing to 12pm. went to wilfred hse cos it's nearer and i rather be with him. didn't go doc... but took panadol frm his mum and some vitamic c pills. we walked over to IKEA when i started having fever. i sweat while walking so my fever temporarily went away. but it soon came back and haunt me sometime in the evening. really irritating and this time i felt even worse with the headache. i took a panadol and drifted off to slp with wilfred. (we had ice cream earlier on, and btw, ikea's havin annual sale) we slept for about an hour plus without much fan, and so i was sweating and when i woke up, i felt much better and the headache was gone. only thing left was the blocked nose and sore throat. i spent about 10 hours with wilfred today. time passes by so quickly. haiz. right now i'm having some nose problem again n sore throat. hope it gets better when i wake up. hate being sick.

wilfred is really sweet n nice now. treats me well. he act cute sial lolz duno how to describe...

i spent a really gd day with wilfred.
not only did i tell him what i've been feeling all these while...
my fears.. my inability to fully trust or believe wad i am experiencing becos of my previous hurt.. letting him know i nid time... the fact that he is v impt... he returned me with his honesty abt how he felt.... his thoughts.... and everything.... i felt really gd. i like it when we get to talk like this.... we're gonna go a long way yeah...

i picked him up at 8 this morning.
then we went back home and all...
he used computer for awhile before the two of us head off to orchard at about 4 in the afternoon.
the two of us walked around for awhile and went onto cine to check out movie time slots. i bought some cherry tomatoes and shared with wil and sano. wilfred's friend, joannes and patrick came. (his bunk mates) we went to watch T3. quite a nice movie lah.... but abit short.

funny thing was when me n wil sat at starbucks and he told me abt stuff his mum said abt me which i never knew. he said that in a way she tot of me as a daughter in law already cos when that incident happened (when nearly XXXXXXX) those who know me well, will know wad happened, wil told his bro wad happened, and his bro told his mum wad happened and guess wad? wil's mum scolded wilfred haahhaha. say although i not say v pretty (diao) she can see i treat him v gd how come he do like that to me..... bla bla LOL then once in awhile will nag say a wife shld do hsework.... bla bla (mean i shld help ard in their hse with the hse wrk) wahhhh.... funny. hahahaha

time is starting to eat into me.
no sms.
no phone calls.
no contact.

am waiting for him to call.
standby at NDP preview.
wad a drag.

such a waste of our precious time.
he could've booked out todae.
second them for them to steal such moments of mine away.

downloaded some songs n mpeg.
mpeg: namie amuro - Put 'em Down
songs: Jaurin - Vlad, Wong Lee Hom - last night

Ppl I admire, not juz simply like their song.

English
Celine Dion
Michelle Branch
Lara Fabian
Billy Gilman

Japanese
Yaida Hitomi
Aiko
Bump of Chicken
Fay Ray
Crystal Kay
Namie Amuro
Sakura

Chinese
Zhang Hui Mei
Coco Lee
Wong Lee Hom
David Tao
Sun Yan Zi

suddenly i decided to post a list of the stuff i like. in case the next time i do one of those long quiz and brain dead, duno wad to answer hahaha

Movies:
English
Patch Adams
A Walk to Remember
A.I
I am Sam
Wedding Singer
Blubber
X-MEN 2
Sweet Home Alabama
Interview with the Vampire
Japanese
Love Letter
Messenger
Water boys
Chinese
can�t quite state cos i simple like too many already and some i don�t know the name. It�s one of those HK movies e.g huang fei hung series or those kung fu type...

J-Drama:
GTO
Hito ni Yasashiku (3 Peace) *if anyone know where i can get the box set pls let me know, thnx*
Ikebukuro West Gate Park
Kindaichi Shonen no Jikembo
Fighting Girl
Akimahende
Ao no jidai ~Blue Days~
Ao Tori a.k.a Loiseau Blue
Beach Boys
Futari
Koi no Kiseki
Omiai Kekkon
Tabloid
Garasu no Kamen *if anyone know where i can get the box set pls let me know, thnx*

DOKU starring Katori Shingo (SMAP)
::wan to try n watch. But gotta buy it first. Any one know where to get it? If u guys dun mind help me ask ard or when u see vcd shops help me check. I�ll pay u later::

Sanada Hiroyuki

aged 43
born on the 21st of October, 1960
Libra
Blood typed A
170cm in height

who's this old guy?
a man whom i saw, starring in a japanese drama "Tabloid" (taburoido) next to Tokiwa Takako (Beautifu Life lead actress)
i saw this drama long ago but i alwaiz didn't manage to get his name.. hahaha
why i like this old guy? he is charming. hahaha as simple as that.
a serious actor.. i actually saw in a couple of other films... if u remember, he was the professor in The Ring (ringu)
*SwoOn*

Sanada filmography
About SanaDa

ONE MORE DAY OF WORK AND I AM FREEEEEEEEEE TO SEE WILFRED BWAHAHAHA...

tml is casual friday. can wear home clothes whee. damn those stupid heels and office wear. irritating hahaha can't walk properly.. can't wait for sunday to come!!! WHEEEEEE then the whole week shiok ar! can be wilfred the whole week!

dennis todae keep suaning my food. basket.

cock up sial todae suppose to help transfer one call end up duno press wad button hahaha

another tiring day.
two more days of work.
*sigh*

am now waiting for wilfred's call...
yifeng told me she's moving into a hostel in king george
for her university reasons.

today had two rounds of meeting
one with the BIG boss
then he got the indian accent abit...
all the 'velly good' 'i vill do this...'
all the W become V liao.

anyway he looks kinda... stricter than nambi.
then after the meetin with the big boss we had meetin wif mr nambi.
told him abt our work progress so far then when all's done,
i was told to stay back to talk to him more.
cos he looked through my log bk liao and nid to sign
so he ask me some qns also... stuff like if i'm adapting well or not...

i had lunch with the guys at bk again.
shit mani think i'm getting fat soon.. better stop junk food
dennis face no oil still ask for blotter frm me then we had a short tug of war
lolz

that's pretty much my day at work. pretty boring in fact.
big boss sit behind me i v stress. can't chat online much. basket.

hm..
juz some thoughts in my mind disturbing me.
i guess she hardly haf the time to read my blog to read this entry..
would most prob be stuck somewhere in the archives by the time she checks it.

used to be best friends in pri 5.
still think of her as one.
but r we?
or haf we juz... drifted to being juz close old frenz.
can't help to be jealous
when i see her excited abt that alwaiz mentioned name in her blog.
not once i saw my name
lolz

sounds silly..
but it feels sad
when u feel... less impt in someone's life when u tot they were v impt in urs..
sure, we click damn well.
we can juz pick up frm where we left off even if we havent met for years.
but there's something missing.
we're not involved much in each other's life.
she does her own stuff..
i do mine..
kinda sad thinking abt this...
i learnt to let go..
when years ago i was still trying hard to contact her to ask her out
i do contact her very occasionally nowadays..
but it saddens me when i seldom c her contact me before i do....
thinking abt this makes me emotional...
sad...
but then again.. i know something has changed
i no longer cry
for the pain has lessened.
....somehow....

sucha freakingly boring day at work today.
i came early and the boss weren't even there yet. so i had to wait outside for awhile... well ... i was early anyway. slept throughout my bus trips to work and back home. tired sial..

whole day RESEARCH RESEARCH RESEARCH

FED UP SIA!
like it's neverending loh! ok lah mebbe it is but still.... i had to look through HUNDREDS *yeah u heard me right* HUNDREDS of financial statements and websites to look for the stupid answers i need to answer.... it's like i'm not even half done and i'm already approaching mid-week. deadline is next friday. how sia.. sure cannot make it. to make things worse, i found japanese websites. and those ppl who know me well in sch, my sense of responsibility is v strong. sometimes it kills me cos of that and becos i stumble across companies i know is gd, i'll juz add it into my list for research and adding more load to my burden. much more worse was the fact that the words in those japanese websites come to me like loads and loads of codes which i dun understand and when i look at the financial statements, i can juz die cos i dun understand a word of it. damn!

DUN TELL ME i haf to call up the japan commerce association or wadever to ask them for the figures! no way! shit!

well happy thing was shaikha's bf (Maha) passed his IPPT (physical test) too!! and i get to meet wilfred on sunday and he has one WHOLE WEEK off!!!! and finally i'll get to walk ard jurong pt with him (usually can't cos he dread being near camp) and we can watch movie and for at least a week i can hear his voice as and when i wanna!!! i heard frm wil yesterday that joannes fail... (some guy in his bunk) cos of his 2.4km run.. joannes is of what i know, quite soft spoken guy. but he abit cute cute short short. in fact he not too bad looking actually.... arm damn thick n muscular.. wilfred say he can do thousand of pushups. but the only thing is he shorter than..... ME! no joke! then cos they had three chances of taking the IPPT test and wilfred finally passed the last one (if not no chance liao) and joannes fail and finally, even the strong cannot hold back his emotions n disappointment no more. wil said joannes cried. well, my fren told me anyway (ROD liao) NS is where even the toughest guy cry. or at least some. ~_~ hehe anywayz.... let's hope tml will be a better day for me, my frens, whoever's doin SIP too and karen. poor gal cried todae and came lookin for me. wasn't able to help much but to provide a listenin ear. hope that helped at least.

my colleague say i too hardworking haha *it's me lah* say i set the standard too high... in terms of quality of research. well i'm like that one. u nid to gimme a quota or i'll juz keep finding and finding cos i abit perfectionist.

"Nw can't use the phone... later den i call u... my ippt later then i tell u.. *shy*"

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh *bite wilfred multipe times*
HE NO WAN TELL ME HE PASS OR FAIL!!!!!
BASKET!!!

purposely.. drag time.. grrrrr!!!!!

what he did:
1. Tell me 1 bad news. he got to standby on sat.
2. tell me he waiting for water parade and finish dinner liao
3. avoid telling me pass or fail
4. he use hp sms me all the while

my analysis:
1. He passed because,
2. he delay time. if bad news, he know i'll be damn sad, he wun dare do such thing.
3. he'll be damn sad. wun hav the feeling for such joke either
4. he "hehe" alot. if fail where will hav feeling to laugh??
5. he is one stupid boi

so my conclusion is... he most probably passed. HEHE plus for the whole day i had a hunch he'll pass.

*several minutes later*

sms frm wilfred: "Muah lah hehe.. the standby thing is true but.. I PASSED! later on the phone i gif u more details yeah :o)"

FUCKIN TIRED.

so freakin tired and my back is aching like hell and i can't concentrate cos my mind is constantly thinking abt wilfred and his physical test. kanchiong like fuck. damn. whole day researchresearchresearchresearch and more research. nothing but research. looking through tons and tons of websites searching for the stupid information...

can't stand it.

rushed day.
woke up at 6, reached wilfred's camp outside at 8:15AM.
he had to do standby on saturday...
so today then get to book out.....
he only came out at 8:45AM...
then i waited for him to come out and HE STINKS! hahaha
basically we took a cab back home and i made him bathe immediately... after he bathe, he burnt a cd and after that we used the computer for awhile.. i showed him the Final Fantasy X-2 clips i burnt into a CD and after that we juz talk lah the whole day then erm.... had lunch... and i ironed his shirt... i spent alot of time talking to him and juz mainly catching up and talking and lotsa hugs n stuff. he gotta book in TONITE. sick right!? anyway.. time is precious and although i did cry once in awhile cos of some stuff lah then... i'm happy loh.. to seem him. our relationship only gets stronger and stronger and i love him more than juz a bf. lolz he is my best friend! what more can i ask for haha..

the time we have today is SO short..... it pains to think abt it... and when i see him go back to camp... it was even worse. i'll miss him so much! so much.... i was struggling with my emotions... trying not to cry... frm the moment i left him to go to the bus stop.... till i was in the bus.... till i was in the train... i did not recover. i was still struggling.... only until lakeside mrt stn.. then did i slowly start to calm dwn... then i went into a aimless state of mind... and drifted off to slp soon after.

i juz feel like hugging him forever haha... damn now i miss him like nuts. it's juz not enough... haiz... now i can't wait for the next saturday to come along.

PUCCA PILLOW

WHEE!
cute anot cute anot!? hahahaha
pillow casing mama help me sew. i do the picture.
tml giv wilfred hee!!!

wilfred is coming out at 8AM IN THE MORNING tomorrow~~~~!!!
so freakin early!!!! haiz haiz but nvm.. get to spend more time with him..
i'm picking him up hahaha....

i'm finally done with my pucca stitching!!! and asking mama help me sew into pillow casing liao..

i actually brought some work back home to do........ but then.. havent touch wahahahha
lazy ger...

Wah piang damn tired. haha sorry lah twit.... it became a bad habit of mine. keep saying "basket".
it happens. hahahaha i went to billy bomber or wadever u call it for dinner with jere and YK... actually pat, shai, terry and mike was supposed to join or rather, i asked them along but shai was unwell, mike had to do OT, terry had appointment and pat had to work till 10pm so.... ahaha end up only three ppl go. we all ate and then after that walked around and then soon we went into this sony shop i finally got my CD-Rs!!!! hahahaha i was lookin for a shop that sells it so desperately... anyway then we went into a phone shop then YK say wan to find a male wear shop.. it's called SEED or something. quite nice. mebbe nxt time bring wilfred there. had fun lah... i dun wanna tok abt work haha cos i wanna rest now. was supposed to meet up with karen for lunch but had meeting and only get to come out at 12:09... so i hav to call her up to apologies and cancel the lunch meeting.

jeremy was dramatically telling me abt the blunders he made at work and YK seem to be workin in a really cool and hip firm. advertising. ppl there are young and all... haiz. i envy him somehow haha.. as for pat and shaikha.. well they hav their probs at work. i'm v much inbtwn. quite boring but no big prob so i'll live i guess hahaha....

will get to see wilfred on sunday.
am looking very forward to it..

*OoPs?*

overhead indian boss speaking ChiNeSe!!!
he sounded quite cute haha but still!!! oh geez now i can't bad mouth him in chinese wahahhaha jk jk but it's scary cos like when u speak chinese then he'll know.. risky hahahaha gotta produce a documentation today.. tiring. the guys did their job but dennis did v little. basket. and guess wad, i gotta do all the editing. all those stupid idiots.

had a few bite of peanut porridge this morning but right now i'm damn hungry.
stomach have been grumbling non stop for a very long time
logged onto msn at work but can't chat. duno why
basket.

hopefully can eat pasta mania later but it's pretty unlikely..
think mebbe BK.. cos ravin sorta own marc lunch hahaha
for a favour he did for ravin yesterday...

I.AM.SO.HUNGRY.SO.HUNGRY.STOMACH.GRUMBLING.SOMEBODY.POST.ME.SOME.FOOD.PLS!

i'm tempted to ask karen out for lunch. hm

fourth day at work and soon it's gonna be the end of the workin week for me tml.. hehe
was super early for work today.. basket.
muz revise what time to go board the bus next time..
karen landed herself in big trouble yesterday and as for shaikha,
her LO will be going down to meet her supervisor later.
i wonder some ppl.. how come they like to make thing difficult for ppl
live in harmony cannot meh? idiot sia..

wilfred gave me some gd news to b happy abt.
on national day altho it's on a saturday,
he is able to book out on friday night!! i'm gonna go pick him up for sure.
hehehehehe
so happy.
hmm can't say my work place here fantastic lah
but at least i hav a gd boss who seems v concerned abt our learning
and i do start to feel as if everyday i learn something new so.. it's goin well..
my colleagues n i get along quite all right..

besides the usual school assignments of ejournal and reflection in the log bk
my boss asked us to do something extra.
a journal saying what task we have accomplished by the end of each day in a week.
wah..
hahaha
my friend say i look like twenty plus in my office wear. adoi.. i 19 only k!!
in fact every yr frm now on i'll consider myself at the most 20. HAHAHA..
woman's age is a sensitive issue.
i hate putting make up to work but if not i look like yao guai (monster)
so.. haiz.. rest my face on weekends.
too much cosmetic bad for skin.

OH YAH FORGOT TO MENTION!
my latest *personal* project: PUCCA PILLOW!
wahahaha i am cross-stitching a pucca picture to make into a pillow for wilfred hahaha
i've completed the hair last night. tonight try to finish the red portions.